Честно говоря, я чувствую себя очень неловко прося у тебя помощи. Думаю, что я откажусь от этой идеи. Я всем мешаю. Забудь. Лучше займу денег у друзей.
Frankly, I feel very uncomfortable asking your assistance. I think that I reject this idea. I'm interfering. Forget it. Better loan money from friends.
Honestly, I feel very uncomfortable asking for your help. I think I give up this idea. I am all in the way. Forget it. Better borrowing money from friends.
Frankly, I feel very awkward asking you assistance. I think that I would abandon the idea. I have all the plate. Forget. Better to borrow money from friends.