Как бы я не хотела у меня не было с

Как бы я не хотела у меня не было средств для поступления в американский университет.

Результаты (английский) 1:

As much as I didn't want to I had no funds for admission to an American University.

Результаты (английский) 2:

As if I did not I did not have funds for admission to an American university.

Результаты (английский) 3:

i wish i didn't have money for admission to an american university.