Yuliia, you asked if I have had any

Yuliia, you asked if I have had any serious relationships in my life since I separated from my wife. The answer is no. I have met a couple of women but they were just brief encounters and nothing more. I know my wife still loves me very much and would like to see us back together but it will never happen. I love her as a friend and as the mother of my children but that is as far as it goes. I know that when the day comes when she learns I have met someone I know she will be devastated. I also worry what my children will think too. After being with my wife I did not think I could fall in love again and to be honest for a long time I was not interested in a serious relationship. When I got married I thought it would be forever and that love would last, but it did not for me. I became so unhappy in my marriage and felt like I had failed and let down not only my wife but my children too. I said to you once before, if you are not happy, do not live a lie