какое-то дурацкое чувство отчаяния.

какое-то дурацкое чувство отчаяния...
и к нему не хочу возвращаться и отношения ни с кем-то другим не хочу
тупик

Результаты (английский) 1:

a strange sense of despair ...
and do not want to return to and relationship with someone else does not want
deadlock

Результаты (английский) 2:

a wacky sense of despair ...
and it does not want to go back and no relationship with someone else does not want to
deadlock

Результаты (английский) 3:

What is the country if we claim a sense of despair ...
and to him do not want to return to and relations with anyone, the other does not want to
impasse