... я сейчас пытаюсь держать себя в

... я сейчас пытаюсь держать себя в руках...
... я стараюсь отвлечься от тяжелых мыслей, которые теперь часто посещают мою голову...
... я слушаю сейчас очень много музыки, она очень помогает мне и всегда помогала...

Результаты (английский) 1:

... I am now trying to keep yourself in the hands of ... ... I try to escape from the heavy thoughts that now frequently visit my head ...... I listen to music a lot now, it really helps me and has always helped.

Результаты (английский) 2:

... I'm trying to control myself ...
... I try to escape from the heavy thoughts, which are now often visited my head ...
... I listen to a lot of music today, it is very helpful to me and always helped. ..

Результаты (английский) 3:

... I'm trying to keep themselves in the hands ...
... I try divert attention away from heavy thoughts, which are now frequently visit my head ...
... i'm listening to now is very much music, it a great help to me and has always helped ...