Dear David. I decided send you this

Dear David. I decided send you this letter. You are very lucky. It's hard to find a woman like I am, in life. 
You wrote me a letter three weeks ago, that you are very sick. I need to answer you: sorry, David, but I need another man. But I felt the pain in your eyes. And I loved you. My close friends know me very well. My mother and my sister were against our relationship. Yes, David, it's hard to believe. I have very kind heart. I really wanted to find a man in the United States and get married. Of course I wanted to meet the secured person who could take care of me and my son. I do not want to work, I'm tired. I want to have a family and take care of loved ones. But I believe in God. I thought: if God sent you to me, that is correct. You asked me yesterday how I can love you? I do not know, just love. I do not know: we will meet with you or not again. But I want to tell you, I was honest and sincere with you.

Результаты (английский) 1:

Dear David. I decided send you this letter. You are very lucky. It's hard to find a woman like I am in life. You wrote me a letter three weeks ago, that you are very sick. I need to answer you: sorry, David, but I need another man. But I felt the pain in your eyes. And I loved you. My close friends know me very well. My mother and my sister were against our relationship. Yes, David, it's hard to believe. I have a very kind heart. I really wanted to find a man in the United States and get married. Of course I wanted to meet the secured person who could take care of me and my son. I do not want to work, I'm tired. I want to have a family and take care of loved ones. But I believe in God. I thought: if God sent you to me, that is correct. You asked me yesterday how I can love you? I do not know, just love. I do not know: we will meet with you or not again. But I want to tell you, I was honest and sincere with you.

Результаты (английский) 3:

dear David. I decided send you this letter. You are very lucky. It "s hard to find a woman like i am, in life. you wrote me a letter three weeks ago, that you are very sick. I need to answer you: sorry, david, but i need another man. But i felt the pain in your eyes. And i loved you. My close friends know me very well. My mother and my sister were against our relationship. Yes, david, it"s hard to believe. I have very kind heart. i really wanted to find a man in the united states and get married. Of course i wanted to meet the secured person who could take care of me and my son. I do not want to work, i "m tired. I want to have a family and take care of the interior of ones. But i believe in God. I thought: if god sent you to me that is correct. You yesterday asked me how i can love you?  I do not know, just love. I do not know, we will meet with you or not again. But i want to tell you, i was honest and sincere with you.